May 2011
1 post
quack the fuck?!?!?!
May 26th
December 2010
2 posts
Always the shield, Never the sword
the meaning of this is that women in general view me as not treating  more as a shield someone would protects them from danger, someone who will be there for them, i m last to be used and used wisely, i can both save and take a life, the shield protect from emotions as well other things. but i have fully understand the meaning of this. and dont how to write it but its complicated, i see myself as...
Dec 30th
times are changing
times are changing and there is nothing i can do with about it but to flow with the times like a current under water. there is no chance of me fighting it no matter how hard I hard try. like this some kind of force working with it. so i hope it for the good not the worst. 
Dec 21st
November 2010
18 posts
my heart is breakin
y u ask cuz my brain is tellin my heart that it wont work with the girl i m secretly in love with, :(
Nov 12th
sitting here wondering about life
what if i made the rite decision or how do i know if i did make the rite ones and not the wrongs ones like 10 grade what if i would have threw the marijuana away like my ex said could we have still been together or did i save her from heartache after heartache from the dumb things i do that i think was funny or cool, or i could still have hold her back from what she wanted to do, or joining a...
Nov 9th
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Look at the key board ... U and I are together,...
Nov 9th
1 note
Ever notice that the u and i button are next...
Nov 9th
Be the type of person when your feet touch the...
Nov 8th
Its not my fault I fell for you. You tripped me.
Nov 8th
sometime u have to deal with this
you always have to deal with a weight on your shoulders sometime it loses it weight or gains it but its alway there. a lot times u have to deal with someone else’s weight there will never be a time where you can take a break u will always carry that thing on your shoulders, that why it seem u have the world on your shoulders.
Nov 8th
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Nov 8th
love is one of the beautiful things that can...
love is something that needs to be nurtured and kept under a close eye, why must something like love need to be watch, cuz love will lose its way it need someone who is strong to guide it the right way, if love goes down the wrong path it will consume you, it will mess with your mind and alter your perception on things, but if guided on the rite path you will be in control of things and how you...
Nov 8th
why bother if your gonna fail
Nov 8th
sometimes i want to scream just fuck it and end it...
Nov 8th
just why
why must have this caring personality with me, why do i take the shit from ignorant people, why must i care what they say, why does it bother me, why cant i do the things people expect from me, just why
Nov 8th
just a shell
i have just a shell. something to protect me from physical harm and some emotional harm i do not know how long this shell will hold from all the damage it has taken so far in my life, there is dents and a crack i just hope this shell of mine will hold a little longer few thing come in through the crack which hurt but i can make it. this shell of mine is the last hope i have, 
Nov 8th
“the city look so pretty do u want to burn it with me , we can watch it burn from...”
– hollywood undead
Nov 8th
my biggest fear
my biggest fear is rejection, i dont care what type of perception u get from me, i fear being rejected cuz does the biggest damage to a mans ego to the point you dont even know, we sit and wonder why you denied us without even giving a chance to now us, yea theres guys that cheat i m not that type of guy, u claim that i m not ur type what is your type a cheating or abusive boyfriend/husband some...
Nov 8th
why is the the word love
why is the word love being thrown around like a baseball u see it everywhere its now mainstream , i remember that it was once a time where it took a while to work up to to say i love you, now its like first date i love you, love is suppose to be a dangerous thing to say bcuz it could have kept the relationship going or ruin it, shit is rediculious  nowadays, these kids today dont understand love...
Nov 8th
hate fallin in love
i hate following love with a friend cuz i know we cant be nothing more then that. but since we have r good times at work and high school but i will alway cherish r friendship for what is it but no matter what happens in the future if we are still friends, we r sharing a life together, or your dating someone else u will alway be in my heart not my mind, why the heart and not the mind bcuz the heart...
Nov 8th
as i stare at the star i cant thinking about your eyes because i see them up there, whenever the light shine just the rite way i see the stars, when ever i m lost i will just look up and it will remind me of you and i will do whatever i can to see you again.
Nov 7th